the downside...

We are quickly learning that LD affects everyone in the family, well... at least that is the case in our home. Jon has good days and bad days. It's really hard to tell what each day, hour and even minute will bring for Jon. He is still working and trying his best to get out and do some of the things that he loves. He gets frustrated easily when he can't do something like he used too. He's not supposed to be in direct sunlight because of the meds, and since he works outside that is hard. Not to mention he is a die hard outdoorsman and is really missing the things he used to do all the time. LD has been tough on him mentally as well. He gets frustrated and angry quite quick, which is not Jon. He has always been one of the most laid back guys that I know, and lately that is not the case. He needs someone to take things out on, and that person is me. Yes, it sucks, I've been an emotional mess because of LD too, but Jon and I are a team and we will get through this. I promised him "in sickness and in health", and I know that this is going to make us stronger!!! Thankfully the girls are little yet, so they don't "get" what's going on. It has been more "intense" in our house lately though, but they are troopers and we are very open with them about what is going on. I think the thing that bothers them the most is that they don't get as many piggyback rides from daddy. They are enjoying being able to give daddy massages though. They are always 1st in line when Jon asks for a back rub. Even though LD has a nasty downside, we are blessed. We have an amazing support system, amazing family & friends who are constantly sending good thoughts and extra prayers our way and an amazing God who is going to see us through this journey!!!